Dear friends and conscious creators,
As usual life has taken a twist. Deciding not to buy the California space, I am going home free – not homeless – through the end of the year. Starting September 1st, I will be heading out on a long journey through Indonesia, Vietnam, Nepal, India, Australia, New Zealand and more. During this time, I will be exploring the magic of BEING enlightenment, writing about my travels and realizations on my Patreon page, some of which will be shared on the New Energy Creator blog as well.
As you know, Master M maintains enlightenment is not a destination but an existence, a way of BEING, and enlightenment is synonymous with self-love - something that must be sensed rather than felt or thought.
It was my intent to explore these themes in 2017, and I have done so on the private Patreon forum. Also, over the past few months we explored senses of the soul, and Master M took us through a journey exploring the systems in which we operate in, diving deeply into the concept of sovereignty, or the self-governing nature of the soul.
The Patreon page – dedicated to exploring the embodied enlightenment experience, or triple E – started with the thirty days of self-love last February. During the course of a month, I went on a road trip across the Western United States, writing about perceiving SELF through the lens of self-love and how it relates to the triple E. You can find samples on my BLOG.
In October or November, these writings will be published as an interactive book and journal, created for you to explore what self-love means for you unique experience. The Thirty Days of Self-Love experience will be available on Amazon in print and e-book, and includes journal pages with guided questions and experiences for you as you embark on the grandest adventure available – the journey back to SELF.
I am hoping to have the second book in the Becoming Sar’h book series out next year. In the meantime reviews like this one below continue to light a fire under my behind to get it going. There simply has not been enough hours in the day to keep up with my writing habits. So, thank you so much for the five-star reviews. It has been amazing to hear from you all.
“Lauren’s book is an eloquently written, authentically told true story of her journey through awakening into mastery. The book is filled with deep wisdom, vividly narrated experiences, and many surprising twists. If you are curious about the bridge between spiritual mysteries and real life, read the book and you’ll find yourself walking that bridge. I particularly enjoyed the multidimensional nature of the book, and the self-love that could be heard in the narrator's voice. A book that opens the mind and the heart alike, it is a gem for anybody choosing the path of enlightenment.”
The Thirty Days of Self- Love book is lovingly dedicated to the more than sixty patrons of the New Energy Creator Hub. To date, publishing costs have run more than $4,000. Not to mention computers, equipment, and so much more. The costs add up no matter how many books I sell. Your contributions allow me to move forward in sharing the wisdom without a second of worry. I am beyond grateful.
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Please note, I feel the energetic support of each and everyone of you regardless. Please do not hesitate to reach out anytime. I will be lightening my client load, only two sessions per month, as to focus on my writing and BEING-ness. Please send me a note if you would like to reserve a space before purchasing. As always, I’ll be sending travel updates and photos from the road and notifying you when the new book comes out. Until then, enjoy everything!
Lauren Hutton & the New Energy Creator Team
Thanks for your patience as I have been traveling across Europe, walking the Camino de Santigo, visiting with friends in Spain and Germany, hosting an event near Amsterdam, meeting with clients, and buying and selling houses - all things I will catch you up on below. But first - as always - a story...
The Indian Paint Brush has always been my flower. It is part of a genus (family) of species, which derive nourishment from the roots of other plants. For this reason, the plants cannot be cultivated (grown) properly within the confines of a garden.
In the scientific community, plants that derive nourishment from other plants are deemed parasitic. Yet, I don't like the word parasite. How about we say instead: to maintain their vitality, Indian Paint Brush flowers must grow in the wild, something I can relate to, AND they must be nourished by their environment.
I have always loved the delicate tubular shape of the Indian Paint Brush and its brightly colored ends, lending the appearance they have been dipped in a pot of brightly colored paint. When I was young, I purchased a packet of Indian Paint Brush seeds, not knowing they could not grow in a pot alone. They had to be wild (free) AND they needed the nourishment of plant community to thrive (supported).
It's a classic paradox for all of us choosing the conscious life. It's the mix between being sovereign/ self-sufficient/ independent, which is so much easier when alone, AND the deepest of human desires - the desire to connect/ be seen/ enjoy our humanity.
The paradox is not so different in the embodied enlightenment experience, or TRIPLE E, in which we are choosing to align and combine as ONE - our HUMANITY with our DIVINITY or MASTERY. I talk about this at length first video of my Soul Sense Series, which is now running on my Patreon page. The first video is free for you HERE. If you feel called to join us on Patreon, we only ask for $1 per month to help fund the administrative costs.
In the moment I realized the Indian Paint Brush seeds would not grow in the confines of a pot, teenage me reveled in the potentials - the knowingness - I would be free - one day to roam across the planet - and I have for years - yet this trip was different.
My sweetheart and I walked the Camino de Santiago for two weeks (pictures below). As sovereign beings, we relied on the KINDNESS of strangers to help us along this unfamiliar territory. In the absence of competition and technology, I was blown away by the undiluted kindness and generosity of spirit pouring from the fellow walkers, called pilgrims. Kindness, too, is a soul or master's sense, I will cover in my video series.
I reveled in the simplicity of living out of a backpack. The days consisted of walking and interacting with nature, being alone with nature when you felt like it, communing with your fellow pilgrims when it felt expansive, and sharing food, beverage, and a few stories in the evening - a uniquely human experience - one I will miss when I leave this planet.
I thought I might shudder at sharing a room with so many people each night in the Albergues (hostels). Instead, I dined on community, knowing that all too soon I would be back to my alone time whenever I desired it again. I'm finding this thing called a sense of BALANCE, one where you do what feels good when it feels good and change your situation when it doesn't. It's really that simple.
Then it was off the Munich, Germany to meet up with the friends I have made through my involvement with the Crimson Circle. All unique creator beings, we came together in a lush, sovereignly supportive (no energetic feeding) forest - fertile for creativity and allowing my paint brush petals to bloom. It was grand beyond words.
Speaking of which, one of those friends, Nazar, recently wrote an article on his creation, the Masters' Tent. It is his and my belief the journey is personal, not lonely. It is the first article featured in my Co-Creator Blog Series, which will allow others to share their New Energy Creations with all of you. If you are a fellow conscious traveler, don't miss out on Nazar’s creation.
Next, I was off to the Netherlands to attend a Masters Hub barbecue with even more friends. The next day I was blessed to have the opportunity to share the work of Sar'h, Master M, and my human self in a day of expansion and discussion of what it means to know you are God, also...or as Yeshua put it, "the kingdom is within." It was entirely new and exciting for us all - the strict roles of teacher vs. student thrown to wayside in the forest of creation. There’s more on the EVENTS page and a video highlight of the event will be in the next newsletter.
This wild flower was so pleased to have found such an organic, fluid spot for a New Energy Creator event at the Masters Hub. There was no stage. Participants were not confined to their chairs in neat little rows. The circle was open for all to play, express, and create - for we are the Masters we've been seeking all along.
As you can see, everything these days seems to go back to allowing myself to BE WILD, to be in a nurturing environment without walls, rules, or controls in place. And it did not change when I got back to Colorado.
When I returned, more and more tiny boxes (suburban, mass-produced houses) had popped up, blocking my mountain views. My home - once a sanctuary - is now a garden plot among a sea of identical garden plots. My seeds cannot grow and thrive here. There are too many walls - literal and figurative - here in Colorado for me to thrive. I love and honor my time here, but when the soul calls for change, I always listen without delay.
The GRAND news is I created an opportunity to buy a piece of land in the Los Padres National forest in California (near surf!!!). I'm a few last steps away from moving into the forest life, creating the CENTER OF BEING (more to come), and deep into the journey with 50 masters choosing embodied enlightenment on the Patreon page.
Together, we have created a sovereign, supportive, private, and safe community on PATREON. As always, when you let go of control, the perfect people show up to play with you and each other in the wild, in the forests of creation. I am blown away by the expansion of the conversations taking place there and beyond grateful for the energetic support that keeps this website running and my books published.
Additionally, make sure you check out the updated SERVICES and TEAM pages. Master M is hot on a roll in his support of those teetering on the tip of enlightenment. In the last three months, I too have hit my stride in connecting deeply with our soul session/ dream walk clients, who are really cherished friends from many lifetimes. I have a few session spaces left in July and the first two weeks of August, before I need to break for the move.
If you ever need a reminder of your RADIANCE, shoot me a note. I AM HERE. WE ARE HERE. There's no reason you cannot be sovereign AND supported. There’s no reason you cannot be wild AND nourished by your community, like the Indian Paint Brush.
Speaking of community, check out this chat I had with a fellow master friend, Alice, on COMMUNICATION as a sense, or a way of perceiving reality. It was so fun to film. If you like the videos, please subscribe to us on YouTube.
With love & gratitude,
Lauren, Sar'h & Master M
Hello, conscious creators!
It seems I am so behind on everything these days. My human self can't possibly keep up with all of my soul creations, and I still have to sleep a little. One of you lovely newsletter readers gently reminded me I was way behind on my monthly updates, so thank you. I have so much to announce, including a very big move, but you'll have to read down to the bottom to find out more.
First, I wrapped up the 30-Days of Self-Love Experience in mid-April, which coincided with a six-week road trip in the western United States. It was beyond my wildest imagination as more than thirty people joined us for the experience - many participating in the private, safe forum that is my Patreon page. Think Facebook group - only a more private, supportive, and interactive community. Below I have included the last post from the journey, hence the newsletter title.
Next, I am off to Europe to walk the Camino de Santiago for two weeks. Then it's off to Munich, Germany to meet friends also in the consciously creative space. The trip concludes with New Energy Creator's first European workshop. You can read all about it HERE. If you would like to join me on the journey, I also will be posting on the Patreon page during the month.
The next formal Patreon series begins July 3rd. It is a 12-week series, in which we will explore the senses of the soul each week through writing prompts and videos, which is also discussed below. So much more to come!
Here's the last post from the 30-Days of Self-Love Series, followed by our big announcement...drum roll, please...If you would like to check out more public posts from the series, go HERE.
DAY 30: SURFING INTO ENLIGHTENMENT
After my father passed away in 2012, I found the Avett Brothers - an Americana band with an incredible sound and message. Something in their music spoke so deeply to my soul, and it quickly became my medicine. The music told me there was so much more to life if I simply opened my eyes. I couldn't fathom what peace, what happiness looked like then. I only knew deep down inside of me that something so much more fulfilling existed in this life for me. Five years later my eyes are open, like yours. Please listen to the song (maybe sing along with the lyrics copied below for you) before continuing.
I went on the search for something true. I was almost there when I found you. Sooner then my fate was wrote.
Perfectly it slit my throat And beads of lust released into the air. When I awoke you were standing there.
I was on the mend when I fell through. The sky around was anything but blue. I found as I regained my feet.
A wound across my memory. That no amount of stitches would repair. But I awoke and you were standing there.
There's no fortune at the end of the road that has no end. There's no returning to the spoils.
Once you've spoiled the thought of them. There's no falling back asleep.Once you've wakened from the dream.
Now I'm rested and I'm ready, I'm rested and I'm ready to begin. I'm ready to begin.
I went on the search for something real. Traded what I know for how I feel. But the ceiling and the walls collapsed Upon the darkness I was trapped. And as the last of breath was drawn from me. The light broke in and brought me to my feet.
Yesterday, I awoke still in the fog of consciousness, only viewing the ten yards in front of me. Then in the continuous state of total relaxation the fog cleared. My neighbor who I have been having a sweet, easy relationship with and I went surfing. He's a fantastic surfer and in so much better surf shape than me, so of course, I tired out before he was finished with his surf session.
Riding my last wave into shore, I thought about the last thirty days and where it all started. The idea came from a private session I gave channeling Master M for a person choosing the embodied enlightenment experience, in which he said self-love is synonymous with enlightenment and vice versa. Enlightenment is not something you do, you can only BE enlightenment. Now this makes sense to all of us on some level, but as you are aware it's quite another to exist in it.
As I drug my surfboard to shore, I began to think about how time and space moved through me on the trip. One day blended into the next. There were no sleepless nights, or if I was awake early, it was not an annoyance. When I needed company, friends showed up. When I needed silence, the birds muffled their chatter. When I needed money, clients signed up. When I ran out of gas, it was in front of a station. When I needed to keep my human self out of the way, I became drowsy. When I wanted a nice meal, someone bought me one...
I sensed into the notion - IT COMES TO YOU - as a sense of the soul. Senses are our ways of perceiving reality beyond human thoughts, emotions, and the five human senses. IT COMES TO YOU is not so much an aha! moment - it's not a staccato note. IT COMES TO YOU is more of a gently rolling wave to catch and ride effortlessly on your surfboard. It flows, and when you catch it, you don't even think about, "Wow, I caught this wave," because it will take you out of the moment and joy is simply assumed and experienced.
The IT COMES TO YOU sense is a given when you exist in the self-love space, perceiving yourself through the lens of love. The IT COMES TO YOU sense is no longer marked by external signs but internal knowing, or gnost. Gnost is no longer a simple sensation; it is a richly creative sense - the ability to create from nothing. Creation is the only action of spirit.
Sensing into this notion, I went back to the topic of money, which I covered in the self-love journey. It seemed so strange a concept in the context of being. You don't even need money stockpiled anymore, as things show up exactly when you need them. You don't need anything in literal or figurative storage. Experiences unfold without effort like a wave landing on sandy shores. The wave doesn't need a sign that says, "Hey, crash here," with a little arrow pointing down. The wave just knows where it is going to crash on shore. It is inevitable. It is innate.
When I found a nice spot to lie on the beach, I pulled down my wet suit and laid upon the hot rocks to warm up my back, as the ocean was still quite cold. I fell quickly into a deep sleep, yet was still lucid, and then a NEW sensation rolled over my body. It felt similar to wholeness, a little like completeness, yet so much grander. Whatever it was felt fantastic. Ecstasy without the intensity. Depth without over stimulation. Orgasmic with no longing for climax.
I took some more deep breaths. I thought about the Avett Brother's song. The one that carried me through the toughest of times. I allowed the notes to flow through my body. Still dreaming, still lucid. Then I could feel my man friend paddling into shore. With out looking up, I sensed his energy coming closer. I began to 'wake up', right when the lyric played through my body of consciousness, "And as the last of breath was drawn from me. The light broke in and brought me to my feet."
My human drew its last breath; it integrated. The death Sar'h talked about in her last POST, finally came into my total awareness. My master self was not standing there when I awoke, like in the lyrics. My master self no longer hovered over me like a ghost, or guide, or angel. My master self was in me. We were one and the same. Master self, in this body. Not separate. Aligned. I sensed a million eyes balls covering my body. Only the eyeballs each represented senses, ways of perceiving and creating in an ineffably expansional state.
The realization rolled in. I AM ENLIGHTENMENT. Enlightenment is all the senses at once. The NEW in all of this was that I did not fear the sensation would leave me. It has come and gone over the last year and a half. It used to leave me screaming and crying when it left. It left me longing for more and more, and I tried to force it, to recreate it in the old, familiar ways.
"There's was no fortune at the end of the road that has no end," the song lyrics floated in me. All this time I was searching for a way of being. Being can't be discovered. It can't be dug out of the ground or chased around the globe. Being can only be sensed. It is a way of perceiving the grandness of YOU, through the lens of love.
And for the first time ever, I knew the sensation wasn't going to leave me. I had crossed over the threshold never to return. Perceiving myself through the lens of love was the method I CHOSE to bring me here. It was my way of stepping into the SENSE of BEING.
The lifetimes-long question "Who is Sar'h?" answered itself. Sar'h is the consciousness of being, of embodied being. Enlightenment becomes too confining a word for this experience. Sar'h stories, Lauren's stories, Enola's stories - all just an act of consciousness. All ways to play from the center of being.
If you would like to read the full 30-Days of Self Love journey, you have two options:
1) Join us on PATREON, where we will also be starting a 12-week journey into the senses on July 3, 2017.
2) Pre-order the e-book, 30-Days of Self-Love from the STORE. This will include an edited and expanded version of the journey and will have a place for you to journal in responses to prompted questions. I chose to do it in e-book format so I could include color photos from our trip - something that is much too expensive to print. Master M will also be adding his information to each chapter.
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Thank you everyone for your energetic support in all forms. Oh yeah, our BIG NEWS...New Energy Creator is growing and will be moving from Colorado to California this year. We are creating a center that will focus on how to live life in the embodied enlightenment experience - a center for BEING. More to come in the next newsletter. Stay tuned, and hang on to your hats!
In the senses of love and gratitude,
Lauren, Ollie, Sar'h & Master M