This is a recent post from my Patreon page. I sensed some of you might appreciate it too. I'm about to head on a GRAND adventure of which I will update you in the next newsletter, and there's a little information below.
Most of you on this website have heard of ancestral freedom. For those who have not, it is a concept in which you move beyond the physical and conscious limitations of your biological family and further into your soul independence (sovereignty).
For example, if cancer runs in your family, you let go of the notion that you are genetically predisposed to it. I know I will never have this problem even though almost everyone in my family has experienced it. You remove yourself from the push and pull of energy from your blood relatives in how they attempt direct your life. You are you alone in all your grandness.
And as you know, once the release is complete, you can return to being with your family in some cases in an entirely new way, like I have done with my mom. We have such a nice relationship now. Love you, mom! Thanks for being here. Or you can let them go, which is what I have done with the rest of my biological family. It simply doesn't serve me, which is always a personal choice.
Ancestral freedom is also a concept you can apply to your angelic or star families, as some call them. Again, further soul independence with a deep knowing that you are the designated ascend-ee in this life - the one choosing the embodied enlightenment experience. You cannot do it for them. It is not something that happens in a group or a soul family.
There is the deep knowing that you are choosing embodied enlightenment for yourself and no one else. You don't need to do the heavy lifting for anyone else.
In my spiritual/ consciousness community, many people who identify with the group have some things in common. The first is body issues. This is no surprise because - as our biology integrates and light body comes in (for me, the light body is nothing more than bringing the entire soul into the body) - shit - sometimes literal - is going to happen in our systems. Most of us understand this.
If you're like me, when I feel the shift - even if it is uncomfortable physically - I embrace it because it means more and more of my mastery is seeping into this physical body - embodied enlightenment.
Yet have you ever wondered how much of it is yours and how much is from the groups in which you participate in? It was something I was aware of on the periphery of my vision, yet I did not become aware of entirely until the last 24 hours.
As I have gone through ancestral release from my consciousness-related group that I have participated in the last two years, suddenly I am physically lighter. I seemed to have dropped an anvil off the proverbial cliff - an anvil I was carrying around for the group - this was revealed to me in a soul dream I write about below.
At the beginning of this process, the body issues were mine. I belonged to no group, and Master M sat me down way day to show me what was taking place. Basically, my DNA was re-wiring along with my nervous system - I was receiving an upgrade so the body could handle the soul coming in.
It was painful and after several years of it a wonderful side effect has been that I am getting younger and younger. It's nice to say goodbye to those Botox bills:P
So in the last couple of months being back in Colorado and going through the release of a group consciousness, I have felt drained to the max. I have felt bloated and gained weight not from over consumption of food.
In my house during this time, I had two separate plumbing pipes get clogged in my master bathroom. It's never happened before. My sweetheart went in and did the dirty work - thank god - and things are flowing again.
Another - more significant - occurrence, the kitchen sink had a leak. In July, a plumber came out to fix it. A week later, it was leaking again. Some back and forth with the company was driving me crazy, so I simply ignored it. Then last week plumber came and fixed the leak (for free) and finally it took.
"But it won't stay that way unless you stop the energetic leak from your body of consciousness," my soul whispered.
"Gosh, aren't we done with energy leaks?" my human asked.
"Well, you keep spreading yourself so thin with all these meetings.
(I had a party at my house some weeks ago. The people all left by midnight but their energy hung out in my house for two long days).
And you keep putting yourself in situations with needles," my soul prodded at me.
"With needles?" I asked.
"Yes, with sharp edges that keep poking holes in your body of consciousness," my soul replied with an image instead of words.
"Oh, I get it. Thanks!" I told my soul.
Yet, I did not get it completely until yesterday. My soul took up another form of communication - a dream parable.
In the dream I took a test and placed high on it, so I was being sent to a high-level mystery school.
"Nope, I don't want to go," I told the person in charge. "I'd rather go in and do the real work."
So I found myself in a school for plumbing. I was learning, hands on, how to unclog pipes - not bathroom pipes but pipes used for travel between worlds, energetic pathways to enlightenment experiences.
As I was cleaning out a "tube" or pathway, a line of Shuambra - a term for someone who is part of the consciousness-related group I spoke of above - formed behind me. The person at the front of the line began to negotiate with me to go through the tube first.
"You have your own pathway to create. I cannot do it for you. You have your own blocks to remove. I cannot do it for you," I said.
That person became irritated and left and so did the line behind her.
I woke up yesterday after the dream and all the plumbing in my house is running smooth. After allowing the integration of the release yesterday, I woke up literally five pounds lighter today, and I feel like I dropped the anvil I was carrying on my shoulders off the cliff.
Perhaps it is worth considering qualities of the groups you participate in. Besides body issues, money issues seem to be a common thread in the one I am leaving.
I often wonder if someone's money problem is really theirs or if the group mentality/ consciousness is at work. If you hang out with people constantly needing money, does it not rub off at some point?
What about aging, the physical decay of the body? If you hang out with people, who are constantly talking about getting older, does it not make you older yourself in some way, even though we know there is no need to grow old - ever. The answer is personal.
An addiction to workshops and the next new consciousness products is another I participated in and now see clearly.
We can take all of the experiences Master M led us through (he recently did a series on Patreon regarding judgements and systems) and apply them to our lives, if we choose. We can look for ourselves personally - once again - at what is ours and what is not.
Yes, this is an "old" realization, yet as I have opened to the senses and expanded into the experience, it's like another awakening. When I first "woke up" I was so sensitive and so open, it was hard to know what I was taking on for others. That went away when I went completely internal. As I expanded back out, I was no longer susceptible to human related stuff - doesn't even phase me. Yet, I was still susceptible to the energy of those in the group consciousness of which I was participating. As humans, it is near impossible to be part of a community and not have those beliefs - sometimes unconsciously - seep into our BEING-ness.
Like releasing from biological relatives and coming back to experience a wonderful relationship with my mother (outside our family dynamics), I believe I will be able to maintain individual friendships with people from this group (outside the group dynamics). The circle completes itself once again.
Master M says while you think it may be old news. He too takes a moment, a pause - even in his mastery - to explore the edges of his UNIVERSE of SELF (what some call the body of consciousness, which is the entirety of your BEING-ness beyond, and including, the mind and physical body) - for leaks.
Why not spend a minute to see if there's any hole poked in the edges of you? Patch it up quick - with awareness not effort - and move back into embodying the entirety of who you are.
Beyond the release of the heaviness, with all my energy leaks repaired, I have filled up my body of consciousness with my own consciousness, not a group one, and it is nothing short of orgasmic.
We can be our own plumbers, if we choose. No one is going to clear your pipes as well as your own soul. No one is going to mold and shape the pathways to your soul expressions and experiences quite like YOU, dear masters.
A while back, I gave some money (energy) to Osho's organization to say thank you for his book, "Love, Freedom, Aloneness." I found the book very helpful in a dark time, and because authors do not make money on books, I wanted to show my gratitude in an increased way.
As a result, I receive weekly emails from Osho International. I very seldom read them. I'm not really interested. I also have patrons like this who simply want to support me and rarely read anything. Thanks, Erin, if you read this!
The email said: VIRUS ALERT - HAS YOUR MIND BEEN HACKED?
I have recently asked these questions to myself, "Has our/my consciousness been hacked? Is my consciousness my own?"
I have been diving deeply into all the influences in my life, examining the interconnection of everything. We are never without outside influence as long as we are here on Earth. It has seemed to me sovereignty is simply awareness of the interconnection and how it is influencing us. In awareness, we remove the power - we remove the stickiness - without necessarily removing the system.
Here's some of the email highlights:
Osho...challenges us to question our belief that we are already great independent minds, a belief based on the lack of understanding that our thoughts mostly come from others, like a computer program full of malware downloaded into our brains.
"What I mean by the thinking state is that you should have eyes, what I mean is the ability to think on your own. But I don't mean a crowd of thoughts. We all have a crowd of thoughts within us, but we don't have thinking within us. So many thoughts go on moving within us, but the power of thinking has not been awakened.
When you have something authentically your own in your mind, you start moving toward the soul. Then you become worthy, then you are able to know the soul. Until you have an independent mind, it is simply impossible for individuality to be born.”
Some of you may be shaking your heads. I know this. And you do. Everyone on this page has pretty much given mass consciousness the middle finger. You are beyond the should and supposed to of life. Yet, I am finding I can take this even further. Maybe you will as well?
My ability to write - which is my ability to speak from soul - has been a compass, a guidepost - to my unique, independent/ sovereign soul journey.
Without the ability to write unfiltered, I am no better off than the person I was at age 30, climbing the career ladder and playing in the mass consciousness game with a head full of malware.
As it pertains to you and this website, I hop on a plane to Bali on August 26, which will dramatically improve the content as it flows from soul to "paper" without filters of the system in which I have been living.
There is no plan but a general idea to be gone for about six months. Sensing Bali, Vietnam (a promise to my dad who only saw the country in a military uniform), Australia, New Zealand and Nepal, where Master M said he is going to meet me.
My two promises - the only ones I can make - it won't be boring AND I will write about it.
Big love in honor of your unique soul experience,